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Journey vs Destination

I was just watching an early StartTrek: The Next Generation episode with Hugslut tonight. It was the one where Q offers Commander Riker the chance to become a Q. At the end Riker offers everybody gifts that they really really want, and they give them back because it's not actually what they want. I kind of feel the same way about my current journey. There are times when I feel that I don't want to get organized I want to be organized, I don't want to get in shape I want to be in shape. I was thinking tonight that if there was a Q that offered me to be organized and be in shape the way I dream of in my future, I would take it... And then I thought about my dream farm, and if I would be happy to have that at a snap of the fingers... Strangely enough the answer is no. Although I would really appreciate some magical help in some of the steps to get me where I want to go, I do still want to take that journey to my dream destination. I want the joy of picking a propert